Week of December 25, 2006, I was sitting in my home drinking a nice hot cup of coffee, proped against the window looking out at cold wind blow through the trees in the back yard,i turned around and looked at eveything i had, everything i went through to get it, my hardships passed through me like the chill of the wind outside. I was lonely. I hadn't dated anyone since middle school, sure i tried, but i was so tied up with my new home and the debt i scrambled my way into that, i really had no time to think about anyone but.. well, me. To escape my rough times i played an online game, Final Fantasy XI, but yet i still played alone. During my Ch